My dearest darling Marian, You are such an inspiration for all mankind. You have touched the hearts of all you have come into contact with, be it human, animal or insect, flora, ferns or trees. I can think of no reasons why you are having to leave us all so soon. I can only imagine your infinity of kindness and love is needed elsewhere, and we must not be so selfish. Thank you for being such an amazing sister, friend, confidant and even a mentor at times. My life is all the richer and better from having you in my life. And although your physical being will no longer be with me, your laughter, your spirit and your beautiful smiley face will be forever in my thoughts, my mind and especially in my heart. I can not put into words how much you mean to me or for the love I have for you, because they do not exist. I will always be here for you, as you are for me my darling sister, always. Much love my darling, safe passage. I love you with all my heart, always, your loving sister, Lorraine. I will miss you terribly, but I have so many, many beautiful, funny and sad moments, of which I will treasure, always xxx

Autumn Miracles I hear the leaf, blow in the breeze, He gently rustles, then he's set free. He says be brave now, and carry on, I may have fallen, but I'll live on. I see the worm, crawl on the floor, He stops to eat now, before he crawls some more. He says don't worry, your work is done, You now have fallen, and to the ground returned. I feel the seed, she makes no sound, As she brushes past me, then settles on the ground. She starts to stir now, as winter's come and been, And where that leaf had fallen, her life begins.

Changing Forms Energy cannot be created, nor can it be destroyed, It simply changes form. Life is energy; we are energy, It is the rain that falls and we are the raindrops. We slowly make our way down mountain streams and valley rivers, From the source to the sea, The sea of universal consciousness, Where we dwell in oneness, Floating in freedom, Floating in peace. For those still on the mountainside, fear not the river nor the sea, Just go with the flow, enjoy the journey, savour the ever-changing scenery. We cannot stay in any place for long, but nor should we desire to, For all of life is full of endless wonder. If you wish to remember who you are, just step outside, Feel the rain on your face, feel the cold river water on your skin, Comfort does not bring lasting peace, acceptance does. As the water evaporates into rain clouds, it readies itself to begin afresh, The timeless cycle that can have no beginning nor end. Accept fully our joint reality; Beyond the superficial façade of form and material, Our true nature shines bright like the sun. Accept fully this sunlight within, That can cast away the darkness of fear, longing and regret. Accept fully that we are all the same energy, And that energy cannot be created, nor can it be destroyed; It simply changes form.

I met you six years ago when moving into the cottage in Wasdale opposite the National Trust offices, enjoyed our passing conversations, having cups of tea and chats in the office, bumping into you along the Lake during our lunchtime walks. Sharing frustrations, jokes and gossip at local Parish meetings. One of the first people I considered a friend in a new place where I had none. I will miss you :( Megan x

Marian, you were such an inspiration and a strong force of strength, focus and purpose. I am glad to have known you and worked with you, even for a short time. Thank you for all that you brought and for the impact you had on my life. Jessie

Fond memories of a beautiful lady both inside and out. Nothing was too much trouble,, wise words, a sunny smile, the best chef, and the kindest soul. I will remember Marian with a smile, her love for a pot of tea and soya milk, her love of all animals especially her precious dogs, her enthusiasm in all she did and her endless love for her best friend and soul mate Karl. One of a kind. Love Carly x

It is not possible that you have left us. You must have just gone to another place to wait for us and to make sure its suitable. We'll come to be with you soon enough, dearest Marian, and until then we'll glory in the memories of your vibrant energy and your loving heart. Love Susan & Trevor

In memory of Marian The insistence of being We have received a wound that only celestial light can heal - brought down before branches can stretch and leaves turn fully heavenward. And though we must linger in a world locked in winter, there is life beneath the surface, like the sleeping celandine and the slumbering may. There are none on earth who know what life is, none who can strike the divine spark, none who can contain our very being or set it back upon the sweet soil to draw breath and run like the hare. Our thoughts then are lifted to a greater meaning for our source can only be wondrous as are we; images of light, creators in miniature, irreplaceable, dear ones to our maker and always in that great one's care. The insistence of being is that we reach for the light for therein lies the truth, our hope and the promise. Mark Bardsley

Marian, I wanted to share this beautiful piece of music with you: I wish we could have listened to it together. The piece of music is by the Finnish composer Rautavaara, and is called “ Cantus arcticus: concerto for birds and orchestra.” I thought you would like the curlew and the amazing call of the shore lark. Listening to it this morning I felt very close to you, like we were both taking some time out from the world just for a few minutes. It’s not Beethoven, but I also thought you would appreciate that the version is played by the Royal Scottish National Orchestra. Lots of love, Tom https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmL8oKuefOQ

Dear Marian, I'm still in a state of shock and disbelief that you have gone. It has been a long time since I have seen you but you have been part of my life since I was a young child. I remember the holidays and celebrations we shared throughout my childhood. When I think of you I think of a strong and passionate woman, a voice for veganism, feminism and the environment. You were kind to animals and loved being in nature. I feel so sad writing this. I will always remember you full energy and life singing by the sea on your wedding day, dancing by the fire on the winter solstice and watching the sunset over the barley field after a beautiful day at Berrington Pool. Goodbye and lots of love from Megan

She reminds me of Oden's, Riotous Hunt if you stand too close you get caught up and carried off with a whoosh, along with a load of other people who didn't expect it. She must have been the most engaging person I've ever met. I knew that I became a bit of a pest at your door at one time, but I couldn't help it, I loved what she had to offer I loved learning but was too proud to say that I hardly touched her knowledge and intregue. She was effervescent.

When autumn leaves fall and you feel that chill, Don’t dwell upon the darker times the shorter days yet to fill, Turn your mind instead to the promises given to you and all, So even if the winter snow starts to fall you can fill your heart with the wraptious thrall of the promise the earth has yet to bring, Marian’s love will bloom in the spring To Karl with Much love , Morgana

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I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.